I'm not loved here. I was never loved by my Mom, it was just when it suited her! I will... one day have a loving family. One that is happy and loves and supports each other through everything. A support network <3
Getting out of my comfort zone. Trying out new perfumes. Enjoying the experience. Spending less time in my family home. Spending time with boyfriend. Having a good laugh with people. Having a face mask, bath bomb and pampering- I love it! 🥰 Cuddles in bed with boyfriend. Staying at my boyfriend's house. Going to social events. Going shopping for gifts- I love it! Creating a new life, outside of my home! Creating new memories with boyfriend. Receiving affection from boyfriend. Treating myself nice- Watch Hailey Gamba. Dancing to good music! :) Getting out the house. Connecting with my old self. https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/self-help/tips-and-support/how-to-be-happier/
I want to protect my peace and also protect myself from my enemies. Online: Someone who messages me online but is inconsistent and spontaneously has a burst of anger waiting for me. This is someone I want to avoid and not let them back into my life. In Real Life: My toxic stepdad does everything he can within his power to anger me and to prevent me from living a normal day-to-day life at home. At Work: One member of staff deliberately does what she can so that I have to ask for the computer, like it's hers and she hogs all the customers and tries to take over and orders me whenever possible. Control freak! Moving forward, I don't want to be controlled by these people and I want to limit as much contact with them as possible. For the online one, I want to block and not let her back into my life as I value my peace above all.
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