Writings on the Wall

Hey Guys, Autumn is here and all I wanna do is get cosy, drink hot teas and wear fashionable autumnal clothing. This is my draft to help me to achieve this, everywhere and anywhere possible. The list are as follows: Future Housing: I applied for housing but heard nothing back. Dreams and Desires: [  When I get my own place, I will want to curl up on the sofa, just like old times and watch a movie with a good 'ole cup of tea 😇] Limited Time: I don't even know what a relaxing evening is anymore, because I don't get to lounge in the living room, because he is always home! Solution: If I want to enjoy a hot drink on the sofa, drink at limited times- when his at work.   For Future Hot Drinks :  • Go to another hotel; so I can get a nice hot drink in the mornings. • Go to a cafe; a chance to socialise and try out new hot drinks. Try Something New: Drink tea and biscuits at work. Timetable: Monday: Have a hot drink in room. Tuesday: Boyfriend doesn't have kettle, only microwa...

 As I struggled with getting there on time.  I let everyone down. I was late and everyone awaited on me :( I wasted time speaking to her-when she couldn't help me.

  Hey Guys, It's been a while since I have done a blogpost on myself. The last time I did one, I think it was lockdown. And a lot of things have changed in my life since then. This is how I currently live a joyful life. Laughing and joking on the phone with my boyfriend. Laughing with family members. Watch Love Island. Worship God. Learn more and more about God! :) Spreading my knowledge and wisdom via instagram stories & youtube! Being healed by God. Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Thinking positive! Improving my relationships with people- me becoming more and more mature :) Video calling with my boyfriend :) Because I missing seeing his face and hanging out with him! :) I hope this post inspires you :) Thank you for reading :)  Bye for now! :)

  Tips:- Just be friends. Don't force anything. Get to know him. What are your current feelings? I'm not attracted to him but I think he is sweet but I am very wary of him- as I still don't know him. Rejection: I do believe that he has felt rejected by me. Feelings From Rejection: I felt hurt. Questions: Will we eventually both be able to move past this situation? Yes! Would you want a romantic relationship with this person? No! Further Healing: Watch the Church service about healing wounds. Via quora: Finally, you need to assess where you are in life right now. Do you have hobbies? Do you have friends with whom you do things together in a regular basis? Are you studying, or working, and adding value to your career? Do you meet enough new women, and have fun with them without ever worrying about the future, or if you are going to date them? Ask these kinds of questions to yourself, and soon you will realize how love does pale in comparison with literally the rest of your l...

Hey guys, I had a dream about being chased by a knife man. Here are some notes from my research online: Any dream involving weapons shows that you need to approach things with extreme caution.  The dream is all about removing aggressive people from your life. The dream is about the rise of a toxic person in your life, this could be somebody you know or alternatively someone that you will soon meet. The knives themselves are all about violence and aggression. It could often point to the fact that there is somebody that is being aggressive towards you, and your unconscious mind is trying to protect you from the threat. It is thought from his writings the dreams about murder or violence are often a powerful message to our subconscious mind. Freud believed the dreams of this nature are due to the following: There is an area of one's life whereby one has to let go. There is a dramatic change that will soon happen in life. There is a feeling that someone is showing aggression. That there...

  Hey guys, I wanted to write this post. As I have several friends that I talk to online (some I have met in person). However, there is one friend in particular who has been my rock but she has also caused me some distress when I do talk about my problems. I know what is best for me but I feel she doesn't gather all the information before dishing out advice and her last comment to me was- "you know best!" (when implying that is the reason why she told me to move out). She really annoyed me and upset me on Christmas Eve, 2 days ago and I decided that I no longer want this friend in my life. Even though she was a great support at helping me to pass my interview and has been there to listen to my problems, I also believe that she is toxic for my mental health and fails to see things from my perspective. So for that, I want to delete her as a friend. Merry Christmas everyone! :)

 I always wanted to visit different bars in Birmingham but I never got the chance because friends always wanted to go to the same places. I finally got the chance to go somewhere new; only because my sister came along. And she was open to visit somewhere new, as we had already visited a different club prior to that one; for my birthday and she loved it! I got the chance to visit Reggaeton night and I was in my element! I love reggaeton music. Things that make me happy: *Hearing reggaeton music. Reggaeton DJ’s: *Fernan *Fire The DJ: *He was cheering on my dance moves. *He was really friendly. *I followed him on Instagram. What you are seeing: *Holidays. *Gym. *Hobbies- such as football.