Writings on the Wall

●Don't argue with her. ●Go out, when it's her day off. ●Leave her alone. -Bf's words. Leave them alone to live their lives.

I want to protect my peace and also protect myself from my enemies. Online: Someone who messages me online but is inconsistent and spontaneously has a burst of anger waiting for me. This is someone I want to avoid and not let them back into my life. In Real Life: My toxic stepdad does everything he can within his power to anger me and to prevent me from living a normal day-to-day life at home. At Work: One member of staff deliberately does what she can so that I have to ask for the computer, like it's hers and she hogs all the customers and tries to take over and orders me whenever possible. Control freak! Moving forward, I don't want to be controlled by these people and I want to limit as much contact with them as possible. For the online one, I want to block and not let her back into my life as I value my peace above all.

There was a guy that I really liked when I travelled to Greece. He had a girlfriend but I had no idea that he did as he showed interest in me. He didn't like to be claimed. So he showed me otherwise. At the end of the night, a girl with 2 guys appeared at the bar and she was yelling at me. I wanted to say goodbye to him and he didn't let me. He told me to go also. After I stated I was trying to finish my drink. The night ended with me walking away and never looking back. He called me and I looked back and I walked away.

Hey Guys, This year, I want to wear the heck out of my black turtleneck for this Autumn. I officially have no friends to hang out with but that's ok. I am willing to go out alone and take myself out on dates and work on my self-improvement. A bit of self love :) <3 Where would you wear it?  Grocery Shopping in my town. Under layer for work in the Winter. To a cafe in my town. I hope you enjoyed reading. Thank you for reading! :)

Hey Guys, Autumn is here and all I wanna do is get cosy, drink hot teas and wear fashionable autumnal clothing. This is my draft to help me to achieve this, everywhere and anywhere possible. The list are as follows: Future Housing: I applied for housing but heard nothing back. Dreams and Desires: [  When I get my own place, I will want to curl up on the sofa, just like old times and watch a movie with a good 'ole cup of tea 😇] Limited Time: I don't even know what a relaxing evening is anymore, because I don't get to lounge in the living room, because he is always home! Solution: If I want to enjoy a hot drink on the sofa, drink at limited times- when his at work.   For Future Hot Drinks :  • Go to another hotel; so I can get a nice hot drink in the mornings. • Go to a cafe; a chance to socialise and try out new hot drinks. Try Something New: Drink tea and biscuits at work. Timetable: Monday: Have a hot drink in room. Tuesday: Boyfriend doesn't have kettle, only microwa...

 As I struggled with getting there on time.  I let everyone down. I was late and everyone awaited on me :( I wasted time speaking to her-when she couldn't help me.

  Hey Guys, It's been a while since I have done a blogpost on myself. The last time I did one, I think it was lockdown. And a lot of things have changed in my life since then. This is how I currently live a joyful life. Laughing and joking on the phone with my boyfriend. Laughing with family members. Watch Love Island. Worship God. Learn more and more about God! :) Spreading my knowledge and wisdom via instagram stories & youtube! Being healed by God. Seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. Thinking positive! Improving my relationships with people- me becoming more and more mature :) Video calling with my boyfriend :) Because I missing seeing his face and hanging out with him! :) I hope this post inspires you :) Thank you for reading :)  Bye for now! :)