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How I Live A Life of Happiness

 Getting out of my comfort zone. Trying out new perfumes. Enjoying the experience. Spending less time in my family home. Spending time with boyfriend. Having a good laugh with people. Having a face mask, bath bomb and pampering- I love it! 🥰 Cuddles in bed with boyfriend. Staying at my boyfriend's house. Going to social events. Going shopping for gifts- I love it! Creating a new life, outside of my home! Creating new memories with boyfriend. Receiving affection from boyfriend. Treating myself nice- Watch Hailey Gamba. Dancing to good music! :) Getting out the house. Connecting with my old self. https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/self-help/tips-and-support/how-to-be-happier/

The Lying Spirit

I asked them both if there are bears in that town and they both said no. And on the internet, it stresses that there are bears. I will just stay indoors for the trip and only go out if its in a car. What a boring trip it will be!

Allow my Mom to have fun (Goal)

●Don't argue with her. ●Go out, when it's her day off. ●Leave her alone. -Bf's words. Leave them alone to live their lives.

My enemies

I want to protect my peace and also protect myself from my enemies. Online: Someone who messages me online but is inconsistent and spontaneously has a burst of anger waiting for me. This is someone I want to avoid and not let them back into my life. In Real Life: My toxic stepdad does everything he can within his power to anger me and to prevent me from living a normal day-to-day life at home. At Work: One member of staff deliberately does what she can so that I have to ask for the computer, like it's hers and she hogs all the customers and tries to take over and orders me whenever possible. Control freak! Moving forward, I don't want to be controlled by these people and I want to limit as much contact with them as possible. For the online one, I want to block and not let her back into my life as I value my peace above all.

Untold Stories: Don't let a man show you twice...why he doesn't want you!

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There was a guy that I really liked when I travelled to Greece. He had a girlfriend but I had no idea that he did as he showed interest in me. He didn't like to be claimed. So he showed me otherwise. At the end of the night, a girl with 2 guys appeared at the bar and she was yelling at me. I wanted to say goodbye to him and he didn't let me. He told me to go also. After I stated I was trying to finish my drink. The night ended with me walking away and never looking back. He called me and I looked back and I walked away.

Sweater Weather

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Hey Guys, This year, I want to wear the heck out of my black turtleneck for this Autumn. I officially have no friends to hang out with but that's ok. I am willing to go out alone and take myself out on dates and work on my self-improvement. A bit of self love :) <3 Where would you wear it?  Grocery Shopping in my town. Under layer for work in the Winter. To a cafe in my town. I hope you enjoyed reading. Thank you for reading! :)

Cup of Tea & Biscuits

Hey Guys, Autumn is here and all I wanna do is get cosy, drink hot teas and wear fashionable autumnal clothing. This is my draft to help me to achieve this, everywhere and anywhere possible. The list are as follows: Future Housing: I applied for housing but heard nothing back. Dreams and Desires: [  When I get my own place, I will want to curl up on the sofa, just like old times and watch a movie with a good 'ole cup of tea 😇] Limited Time: I don't even know what a relaxing evening is anymore, because I don't get to lounge in the living room, because he is always home! Solution: If I want to enjoy a hot drink on the sofa, drink at limited times- when his at work.   For Future Hot Drinks :  • Go to another hotel; so I can get a nice hot drink in the mornings. • Go to a cafe; a chance to socialise and try out new hot drinks. Try Something New: Drink tea and biscuits at work. Timetable: Monday: Have a hot drink in room. Tuesday: Boyfriend doesn't have kettle, only microwa