Writings on the Wall

 Getting out of my comfort zone. Trying out new perfumes. Enjoying the experience. Spending less time in my family home. Spending time with boyfriend. Having a good laugh with people. Having a face mask, bath bomb and pampering- I love it! 🥰 Cuddles in bed with boyfriend. Staying at my boyfriend's house. Going to social events. Going shopping for gifts- I love it! Creating a new life, outside of my home! Creating new memories with boyfriend. Receiving affection from boyfriend. Treating myself nice- Watch Hailey Gamba. Dancing to good music! :) Getting out the house. Connecting with my old self. https://www.nhs.uk/mental-health/self-help/tips-and-support/how-to-be-happier/

I asked them both if there are bears in that town and they both said no. And on the internet, it stresses that there are bears. I will just stay indoors for the trip and only go out if its in a car. What a boring trip it will be!

●Don't argue with her. ●Go out, when it's her day off. ●Leave her alone. -Bf's words. Leave them alone to live their lives.

I want to protect my peace and also protect myself from my enemies. Online: Someone who messages me online but is inconsistent and spontaneously has a burst of anger waiting for me. This is someone I want to avoid and not let them back into my life. In Real Life: My toxic stepdad does everything he can within his power to anger me and to prevent me from living a normal day-to-day life at home. At Work: One member of staff deliberately does what she can so that I have to ask for the computer, like it's hers and she hogs all the customers and tries to take over and orders me whenever possible. Control freak! Moving forward, I don't want to be controlled by these people and I want to limit as much contact with them as possible. For the online one, I want to block and not let her back into my life as I value my peace above all.

There was a guy that I really liked when I travelled to Greece. He had a girlfriend but I had no idea that he did as he showed interest in me. He didn't like to be claimed. So he showed me otherwise. At the end of the night, a girl with 2 guys appeared at the bar and she was yelling at me. I wanted to say goodbye to him and he didn't let me. He told me to go also. After I stated I was trying to finish my drink. The night ended with me walking away and never looking back. He called me and I looked back and I walked away.

Hey Guys, This year, I want to wear the heck out of my black turtleneck for this Autumn. I officially have no friends to hang out with but that's ok. I am willing to go out alone and take myself out on dates and work on my self-improvement. A bit of self love :) <3 Where would you wear it?  Grocery Shopping in my town. Under layer for work in the Winter. To a cafe in my town. I hope you enjoyed reading. Thank you for reading! :)